Dedication

"You can´t put a limit on everything" 

Today I realized how fast I could learn something just by dedicating my self a little bit more than normally. I desover that setting a goal and really dedicating yourself into it is much better than just give up! Jesus i feel like an angel on a pink cloud. I´m flying. 

Looking for ward for tomorrow - i´m going to se if all my hard work suddenly paid of!
Wish me luck! 

Moving on

"You are never to old or to young to set a new goal or to dream a new dream" 

I can be so frustrated, when something i have been working on for so long just ending up being a big mistake. Can´t stop thinking:"what did go wrong? What could I have done to make it so wrong?". Sometimes your dream you are dreaming about not the one there is going to make your life better and perfect, but something there is going to make you more prepared and experienced to the next dream or goal. Know i´m just sitting in my King Size bed with a empty feeling inside, but still prepared to new challenges. It is not the easiest to handle these feelings but there are nothing else to do apart from moving on. 

"The hardest part of moving forward is to not looking back" 

"Keep moving forward it is the way to live life"

For the present i´m just going to focus on getting my drivers licence and drawing. I think it is important to have some goals in life and trying to reach them. Not all of them will be achieved but at least I tried. My goal this week is to complete my driving theory test! Its like I can´t get it out of my head, i´m so nervous and exited at the same time. Nervous for the test and exited to be done with the theory!

 

Importance

"EDUCATION is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world"

- Nelson Mandela 

"Life is to short to wait"

Well I don´t think Nelson Mandela is wrong but something is more important than education and that is love and relationships. Without that you will never educate yourself and become something great. No man or woman will function without mutual love. Maybe they will survive but life would be hard and unilateral. 

Don´t think I am against Nelson Mandela and his approaches, I think he is a stunning Hero with so much bravery and love. I really admire him for what he was able to do. He is a amiable person. 

What is important for you, me, them, us, the world ?
There is different answers to my questions.
For me love and self-esteem is very important so i can work optimally in my daily life. 

Sometimes the only way to find yourself
is to get completely lost 

H O P E

H O P E  is the little voice inside your head whisper :"Maybe" when the rest of the world shouting :"NO"! 

My hopes are one of my secrets i keep to myself because Hope to me is personal and only you can have an effect on it. It would not be YOUR hope if someone effected it by saying :"I think it would be better to do this and this" and then following forgetting your own hope and taking a new one because you are not sure about your own.
Maybe it don´t have anything to do with sharing your hopes but more not being yourself and trust yourself. I just keeping my hopes to myself because that is the way i like it. Maybe is it because i am a teenager and a little insecure or just don´t trust anyone enough to tell them my secrets. 

Maybe some day it will come out, but until know it is only me who knows them. 

In life, we all have secrets, things we regret, dreams and love we never will forget 

Standing out

"In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different" 

Not knowing who you are, don´t mean that you are not yourself or a copy. You just haven´t found yourself yet. But I think the most important thing is how you search and not what you are searching for because you don´t know what you will find and if you don´t like what you find you can always smile on how you found it. 

Life is not that bad if you just trying a little harder every day and makes to day your standard, then the next day will be even better. 

After having some hard time thinking what i´m going to do with myself and my life, i still don´t know what to do. But with the time I have learned to live with it, it is certainly better than from one year ago. 

But still I have this feeling that I don´t belong. I can assure that i´m not done looking for myself. 

The thing that is irritates me a lot is trying to blend out all the time and sometimes I don´t even do it because I want to but because it is different. I can ague for that I love to blend out but on the same page I think i´m thinking to much. 

My purpose is to follow my passion 

My body is my journal and my tattoos are my story

For someone who likes tattoos, the most precious thing is bare skin.

  ~Cher

For westerners, the tattoo has always been a metaphor of difference

The tattoo is the mark of the soul.
It can act as a window
through which we can see inside 

Or it can be shield to protect us from those
Who cannot see past the surface 

Just do it. Just run

People often ask me why I run.
I say:
"If you really have to ask, you will never understand"
It is something only those
 select few know
Those who put themselves through pain,
but deep down know have good it feels.

Miles of smiles 

Keep running

 

Dare to dream

Many people say I´ve changed
But the truth is
I´ve just found
Myself 

Well my background is not something special and fantastic
but it is the thoughts behind my life story. 

Maybe is the past important but you can´t not do anything about it than think about here and then. So maybe just learn of your mistakes and move on. 

Searching a lot lately, searching even though I did not know what i was searching for
Suddenly I found art 

 Through art I can express myself in a way i never had before

The three C´s in life :
CHOICES, CHANCES, CHANGES
you must take a choice to take a chance
or your life will never change